now, its 4.50 a.m
i woke up just now..
cause i've got really bad dream..
long time ago,,
u've always said to me that..
u will love me, marry me, n make me your other half in the future..
u used to say ' i am nothing without u, n i cannot live without u'.
back then, i didn't realize.. that i actually feels the same...
i am just wondering what will be if we are never be truly together..
and i just can't get the answer..
i just thought that i will be in fine when time passes by..
but now..
i know that i am totally wrong..
i realized..
that feel.. that hurt..
when you leaving me in that dream..
u have got some one else..
which are more beautiful than me..
except, she never really know who you are..
but you still look comfortable in pleasing her..
like i was not there..
it looks like..
u fall in love once again..
and for that time..
my love were lost..
and all our promises..
just fading away..
n when i ask..
why u did this?
u just said:
cause its her.. i'm sorry.. i cannot keep the promises..
and when i ask one more last questions,,
who do u choose between me and her??
u quickly look at her and said to me:
HER.
I felt such a loser in the edge of the war..
and i felt such a broke in my heart..
i am crying without stop..
but u just go and leaving me.. with ur new love..
i am suffering..
and hurting..
and i'm in a mess...
and also I realize..
what can i do without u...
cause..
i'm nothing without u..
MOHD ZULHAIRI PAIMAN
ps: ery, I really don't wanna this dream to be happening in my real life.. Please do keep ur promises.. cause its true.. that i'm just nothing without u...
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