mendung brhujan.. bergelap..

since when do it come around..

the temperatures changed..

nothing's the same.. left me in yesterday...

when i'd got so cold..

i'm not sure how much longer i can hold..

can i pull through this avalanche???

i'm breathing underwater..

swimming in rain..

just go unnoticed..

n pretend to be buzy..

when i am crying inside..


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THAT MAN

HI,salam..

Harap korg melalui hari ini dgn mood yg baik dan dgn lancar..

heehhheh.. hari ni sje nak menaip.. nk tulis bende22 yg merepek.. contohnye??

hurm.. contohnyer.. nak tau rahsia korg.. hakhak..

well.. org kate kalau nk tau rhsia org mesti la kene share rahsia kiter dulu.. ye x?? hukhuk..

so.. nk tnye korg,

1) ape lagu yg kalau korg dga x penah222 nk boring atau bosan??

hehehheheehheheeh.... mesti x de kn???

hurm.. actually, sye ade beberapa lagu.. n kala ikut ranking, lagu yg paling sye x pnh jemu adalah

a) THAT MAN-hyun bin..
knpe?? hurm.. sebab emosi die time nyanyi lagu ni, sgtla menyayat jntung.. huhuhuhu

b) HAVE I TOLD YOU- HOWL
hurm, lagu ni sgt22 special.. arrangement music die dri awal smpai akhir, membuat hti ku brbunga.. hehehhee.. ni la lagu dlm blog aku skrg..

c) SECRETS- ONE REPUBLIC
Lagu ni aku start suke bile first aku dga dlm soccerer apprentice.. yg dlm tu die wat cm current tuh.. best gile ah..

d) AKU TERJATUH-ST12
hurm.. lagu ni plak.. bile aku rase cm aku x leh nk ckp sesuatu pade org, atau time aku tgh geram.. aku dga lagu nih.. menyedapkn hati sndiri.. huhuhuhu

e) BUNGA-BUNGA CINTA- DUDE NGN ANDAH..
lagu nih, lagu romntik duet.. best222 aku siap wat ringtone.. sgt mendayu.. best..

so.. tulah antara lagu22 yg aku paling suke dnga.. n aku x jemu dnga ulg22 kali.. huhuuhu trutama lagu hyun bin tuh.. huhuhuhu

2) warne ape yg korg paling suke???

first warne aku pling suke adlah ungu or purple.. sgt22 suke...
tpi skrg sume wrne aku minat.. aku skrg lebih suke memilh combination wrne pink dn hijau.. aku x tau npe.. nmpak sgt menarik.. huhuhuhuh

3) nombor apa yg korg suke sgt.. if korg nmpak no tu, korg rase cm nk pilih je..

if aku, walaupon aku suke wrne laen, tpi hkikatnye aku selalu memilih no laen..hakhak..
aku suke no 7 tpi hakikatnye aku asik pilih no 5.. kalau ade no 5 ke time nk pilih sim, cnfirm yg mane ade no 5 tu aku akan pilih.. x kisah la ade stu je ke 2 ke dlm stu brisan ni sim tu.. hurm.. ini brmakne.. aku sgt suke no 5 la kn??? huhuhu enth.. layan...

ery- my everything

4) pasangan yg mcm mne korg idamkn??

hurm.. bgi aku, dulu.. aku sgt idamkn lelaki yg romantik, penyayang, caring, baik, amik berat pasal aku, memahami, kelakar, terime aku seadanye..
n skrg aku dh jumpe org yg aku boleh trima seadanye dn boleh trime aku apa adanye aku.. aku brsyukur.. sebab masih ramai lagi perempuan22 kat luar sane yg masih lagi trcari22 jejaka idaman diorg.. semua gadis inginkn seorg lelaki yg boleh trime diri mereka seadanye.. n cintai mereka seperti tiada org prnah cinta diorg cmtu.. means, nk rase special di mata lelaki tuh..

kata org, romantik tu subjektif.. bukan dngn kate22 shje, tpi melalui prbuatan atau tindakan pon boleh dikatakn romantik.. hehehe mcm hadiahkn bunga, cincin, dtg jauh22 semata22 nk jumpe, n bnyk lagilah..

heheheheh... untuk aku, aku dah jumpe lelaki yg btul22 penyayang, penyabar, caring, baik, amik berat, paham aku, kelakar, romantik in his own way, cintai aku smpai aku rase sg special n sgt22 menerima aku seadanya aku..

aku thu, aku sgt bnyk klmhn.. aku byk kali sakitkn hti die.. sgje atau x.. tpi die tetap bleh brtolak ansur, brthn dgn aku, malah mnyayangi aku dgn lebih lagi.. x prnah merungut ngan aku.. n jujur nye, cre die brdepan dgn aku memujuk aku, buat aku hormat dan sgt syg pde die..

heheheheh.. dh22la kn?? bnyk plak pasal si die nih.. hehehehhe


syafiq- my brother

5) siapakah adik beradik yg paling rapat ngn korg??

bgi aku, aku sgt rapat dgn adik aku, SYAFIQ. walaupun bile jumpe asik nk brtumbuk, tpi aku sgt sygkn die.. walau pon die lelaki, tpi die memahami aku.. selalu teman aku time aku jumpe ery. aku selalu jadi tutor die.. huhuhuh.. ajar die math n science.. rindukn die plak tetibe.. lame dh x jumpe.. 5 bulan dah.. rindu nk buli die.. huhuhuhu...

heheheh.. so.. itu jelah kot yg aku nk share n nk tnye ngn korg.. huhhhu.. k.. jumpe lagi.. salam..

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SECRET

YEAH..Salam..

Today is Friday.. So I wanna share something.. about my secret.. huhuhuhuhu

actually, it didn't count a a secret anymore, cause i have told some of my friend about it..

I have a dream.. i have a dream to open a bakery shop (mainly bread) like multibake.

hahahahhahahahaha.... so it is???

yeah.. so it is.. quite funny right??

i don't know.. long time ago i didn't really like bread. Its not like i don't eat them, but i just don't like to eat. if there are other choices of food to eat, i'd rather choose other than i choose bread.

n then, i don't know when.. but i start to like bread when i see so many bread in multibake. Colourful and looks tasty. Since then, i tried to eat them. and i love the way they been made. Love it so much. N I feels like i wanna learn how to make those bread as tasty as it were.

hahahahah.. i'm a student of aquaculture n i'm going to grad this year, but i have a dream to be a baker?? hahahha.. funny..

and i also have a dream to make one room in my future house as a library. N i'm going to put every book that i like and whatever book i have bought especially my novels to be put in that room. N every night, I hope that I can spent some time to read those books again.. hahahah.. n later on, I want my kids to read those books during their growth.. I want my kids to have a great hobby of reading books.

hahhaah.. n I also have a dream to go honeymoon in other country.. if possible, i might want to go to Korea. why??? I don't know.. maybe because I adore their drama, actor, people, language, and also culture..

I've also been dreaming to go to Kelantan and Terengganu for my first honeymoon and watching then light from tall buliding.. I can see many light from other building, roads, and also lamp.. i'm crazy about light.. Mainly Light from the lamp.. so beautiful.. amazing, makes my heart flowering.. hehhhehe..

how much more dreams that I have?? so many.. but this are those that i have always wanted..

so.. I hope, one day, one by one, i can fulfilled those dreams with my future husband, MOHD ZULHAIRI PAIMAN.


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master degree : SEAHORSES PROJECT


Hi,, salam..

well dlm entry yg lepas22 seahorses telah memberi aku peluang untuk aku truskn master degree aku dlm seahorses next project.. well.. time entry lepas tu.. aku still wondering kn??

n dlm entry ni pulak aku makin la bingung.. knp??

1) sebab dr rossita dh suruh aku pikir nk amik ke x project tu..

2) belum bincg ngn parents..

3) aku tidak pndai bawa knderaan.. pendek kate x de transportation..

4) masalah keseorgn.. if ade member22 cos aku yg smbung master gak,, boleh la..aku ade kwn la gak.. x sunyi sgt..

5) aku x leh further study if di sabah ni aku stuck keseorgn slma due thun..

huhuhuhuhuhu... pendek kate,, aku perlukn org yg aku dh kenal jugak untuk aku smbung amik master nih..

tpi xpe lah.. bncg dulu ngn parents..

heheheh.. tpi if aku amik,

nnti time konvo cik ery leh dtg tgok aku konvo.. time tu die dh hbis blajar, dh keje..

huhuuhu.. best2222..

hehehheeh.. tu jerk yg aku pikir yerk?? welll enth la...

bingung2222222....

ade nasihat pape x?? plis2222 need u olz punyer advice...

arigatou gozaimasu..

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colourful in my life..

hhuhuhuu... slm..

lame x update lebih kurg 10 hri kn?? wawawaw

hehehhe... tajuk entry ni colourful.. knp??

heheheh...

sebab ari ni sye bru habis decorate bilik sye... ngn rumate baru- cik rlya fiqah. huahua..

nak kate colourful sgt.. x la.. tpi kalau pandg memng colourful..

terasa cm bru pindh dri bilik laen je masuk dlm blik ni... hahhaha

hakikatnyer... bilik ni dh stu sem aku duduk.. tpi sebabkn cm asik menumpang sane menumpg sini atas hal22 yg x dpt dielakkn,, so aku pon x de la rase excited nk decorate bilik.. just bilik untuk tido jer... huhuhuhuhu

tpi.. alhamdulillah... dpt jugak alia duduk dlam n dpt duk dlm bilik aku officiallynyer.... so.. kitorg amat22lah excited.. smpai semua bnde nk beli bru.. nk decorate bilik n tmpat cntik222... wawawawaw...

so.. tgok jelah yer gmbr222 decoration bilik kami nih.. hehehehe..




well... bye... jumpe lagi.. salammm

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kawen awal


first of all,, nk nangis dulu..

heheheheheheh.. x dela..

actually, tdi tgok22 gmbr org kawen di fb.. sgt2 la best... n dlm masa yg sme rase cm jellus, cm nk gak kawen.. bnyak la kawan22 ngn junior yg dh kawen awal.. bru 20 thun dh kawen.. sgt22 cepat..

bagi aku, aku masih x brsedia lagi nk kawen.. yela.. x kerja agi, lum habis blajar, skill masak pon lom power.. n x brsedia nk pikul tggungjwb sebagai isteri lagi.. so.. cm trlalu awal sbnarnye tuk aku pikir..

tpi aku sgt22 hairan.. mcm mane ramai kwn22 aku nih leh kawen dlm mase die gak tgh blajar.. mungkin sebab suami22 diorg sume dah keja n bleh tampung mkn minum diorg semua.. tpi bile pikir22 balik.. dah cukup ke ilmu untuk berumah tngge?? memng ilmu boleh cari.. tpi tnpa persediaan yg mncukupi, takut jugak rumahtangga akan berontakan.. lagi22 kalau masih dlm belajar...

erm.. entahla... kadang22 bile tgok kawan22 kawen, rase sgt22 cmburu, rase cm nk kawen jugak.. tpi bila pikir22 balik, stu je aku pegang, biarlah time kawen nnti aku btul22 dh brsedia dri segi mental, fizikal, kewangan.. sebab bagi aku, perkahwinan adalah majlis sekali seumur hidup dngn org yg aku cinta n syg.. so.. hari22 brsejarah cmni, aku nk wat persediaan yg btul22 teliti.. x mau kawen trburu22.. at least skill masak aku 50-70% pro.. huhuhuhu..

biarlah lambat kawen, asal aku dpt wat majlis aku btul22 best dn brmakna.. tk pyah grand22 ke mewah ke.. tpi cukup kalau ia sederhana, tetapi meriah.. ramai kwn22 aku dtg.. itu je yg aku nak...

n bile rase umur ni cm dh sesuai tuk kawen atau aku rase diri aku dh matured.. bru lah aku akan berfikir ke arah itu.. huhuhuhu..(ayat sedapkan hati jer nih).

hehehhe.. well ape ape pon.. nk wish.. happy new year.. for 2011.

first entry untuk 2011.. hahahahah...


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